you hide behind a smile and i wish i could say i could see though it
but sometimes i can't, you're that good now
you know that's not a good thing
i cry the tears that you keep in
i feel the hurt that you feel
maybe even more because i can't understand why you keep it locked away
when you have people like me that care so much for you
it's like you don't even know that
you're so god damn selfish
i could punch you but i know that during that processes
my fist would open up and go right through you
a ghostly embrace because it's been so long since i've last seen you
i'm only there mentally
my physical being ceases to carry the warmth
the weight of the world is on your shoulders and you bear it by yourself
but little do you know that you're on my shoulders
the thing is you're a weight i don't mind carrying
one day though i know you'll step off my shoulders i'll be able to lift the world and hurl it off yours.
i promise you that day will come