as far as i can see

all your words don't mean shit
and like your words i don't mean shit to you
don't tell me that's not true because it's all laid out
right here in the open so please stop
it's really just better if you shot me
i am at my wits end with you
you drain life out of me you drain everything out of me
and i have become a lifeless doll.
i love you i hate you
because of you i am dead.
all the words you said never matched up with action empty words
i hate them
i hate how you're becoming
all you want to do is get fucked up
that's like you giving up taking the easy way out
i never knew you were so weak so selfish so childish
do what you like .
you put too much strain on me.