it's far too tiring...

tell me everything will be alright close your eyes and dream of me tonight tell that you won't just fade away cross my heart and hope to die tonight i'll dream my pain away.

stumbling.

tripping.

falling.

oh so madly in love.

but how long can you hold on when you feel it's one sided?

rock bottom.

it's so frustrating. so disappointing. so everything.

from the start there was just all this talk talk talk talk talk.

and there were doubts at were brought up by friends.

shove them away, fuck that because sweet words made me deaf to everything else.

now i really can't believe half the things you say

i don't know if it's just this constant "talk"

maybe one day you'll realize maybe you won't

but it's not today or tomorrow that i know for sure.

i am no longer gonna run

whether i seem to fade out if you notice it then you do something about it

it happened because you didn't do anything about all of this

and i'm sick of people that can just talk and talk.

it doesn't cut it anymore.

i will let anyone else help me up unless you sincerly have thought it over.

help yourself first. i'm only here to help as much as i can but that does not mean i'll force you or lay out the path.

you're not a kid anymore.

.its on repeat again isn't it

wake up please . realize what's going on.

talk talk talk talk talk talk.

do you not see that you're driving yourself farther away

or the fact that you're looping yourrself in this cycle that you wished to get out of

you can make your own choices yeah

but i don't want to see you falter because of the same mistake

there are reasons

think about it think about what you are doing now

don't you see?

whatever pretty soon i'll let you see what mistake you made the hard way

and quite possibly i will not be there to comfort you

after all part of this mistake also includes mistrust and betrayal

watch it. i'm here now but i'm fading from the choices you make.