entricate skill

For a love that seems to be fading fast what is the remedy to make it last?
Perhaps it's gone already I'm holding on to remnants,
living in a engulfing nostalgic time
I said that I'm letting go without closure because I want to leave that bit of hope
but the truth is I'm not letting go at all and my hope is diminishing.
The only reason why I said it was so i wouldn't become a droning bother
so that way I could let the worries, the sadness, the unstablity live in me
after all how do you throw all your worries away?
It is a common phrase used by various people but who can really just throw all your worries away
how can you just simply toss out even one?
To forget is a entricate skill that has never been taught to us.
In school we learn things that we may or may not even use in the life we have ahead of us.
How is knowing how Ceasar died or why great nations fell going to help us in this "adult" world?
No one has ever taught how to use this beating organ inside of us or how to cease the thoughts that pain you
all you taught us was that the average beating human heart beating at 72 BPM will beat approximately 2.5 billion times during a lifespan of 66 years.
There is no how to forget classes or heartbreak 101
just classes on figuring out problems that are no where near as complicated as the ones in our minds and hearts.
Maybe if you teach us how to use it then we could go far in life;
maybe girls won't be sluts and guys won't be the biggest dealers of their time.
Because maybe they chose that path when life got too tough and love got to hard to understand.
Misunderstandings surround us.
We didn't get to choose how we wanted the world to be,
we didn't choose to have paper hearts and eyes that only read deception.
I wonder why people tell others to do things that they can't do or for the matter has never been done.
I wonder why we can make and create cures of all sorts of diseases but not make a cure for a broken heart,
it makes me wonder if this feeling is actually real or maybe it's just a figment of our imagination and no one has ever really been through true love.
And if that is the case then no one would know what love lost is.

a remedy for a love fading.
a mindset to just forget the things that pains us.
they seem so distant and out of reach
i suppose they're all conjured up in our minds, right?