*i realized how much i missed you and how we can still share the same laughter as before
it's just different.
my heart ripped in two when i saw the white gauze
it shattered when you told me what happened
it evaporated when i saw the result.
i slapped you across the face twice. i think you deserved more for doing what you did for thinking what you thought then not thinking at all but i didn't want to hurt you all i wanted to do was to cry and wrap my arms around you.
you see you still have such a big space in my heart the space that you claimed during spring bliss.
i still want to hold you and kiss you. i want to tell you that i love you.
but things are different now. it's gonna take a long time to not want to hold you or kiss you.
i think i'll always want to tell you i love you because i will always love you.
every little memory of you makes me sink into a daze
and i miss those days with every particle of my being.
i miss the happiness i felt. i miss the warmth of your arms around me.
i missed you. i love you. hello good bye hello again my forever superboo my sunshine.

*people say you're a jerk and you are at times but it's not anything i dislike
you are sweet in my eyes.
it's been so long right? i remember the nights i would lie awake in my bed texting you
i remember the days were we hung out every weekend.
we've been through quite a lot havent we?
i got my wish i made a long time ago. i think i only realize it now that my wish has been granted. you are the closest guy friend i have.
you are the person i would go to when i'm faced with a problem.
my love for you has evolved from those days back then when i liked you.
i can say i love you to you and i know it's true. who says i love you can only be said to family or a partner?
i love you my dearest but i know you already know that.
thank you for the sweetest gift i've ever received. hmm do you know the other bear i got from you it was around this time of year too?
i'll cherish them both.

what is it about your genes that make me love the both of you so much
what is it about you that make me care about you so much
two different people two different personalities two different love
same blood.