oh nostalgia hits me like a powerful wave, knocking me down.
do you remember lingers on my tongue
remember those days WE had such good laughs, the sky always seemed to blue back then
oh yeah those days were pure spring bliss, spring bliss that lasted until fall.
fall, that's when everything did seem to fall apart
funny isn't it?
life goes by in phases like chapters in a book
before that chapter there was his chapter and before that there was those days were my hair was done held in perfect place by hair spray and wax.
and before that decora galore was all the rage.
this new chapter are filled with skatepark days being a little older falling in and out of like stressing over the last year of school and the start of your life.
i kind of want to go back to my spring bliss
i loved those days it was so bright and beautiful
everyone laughed back then everyone was HAPPY with their lives
now there's something the matter always just a slight torn probing your side
nostalgia why did you take me back to the days i was the most happiest
why did you make me miss it so much
these days what am i up to? what am i doing with my life?
these days things are so much different
these days i have new perspective on this and that
i want him or is it the other one i really want?
the other one scares me but every moment is an adventure
with him i'm content his smile is so radiant just like the smile that the past smiled.
i feel like smiling when i'm with him
in some ways he reminds me of you, a little older, more mature.
in the future do you think you'll be kind of like him?
i hope so and in the future i hope our bond is strong just as it was during spring .
bonds are created and some are diminishing
i shed a tear or two but i'm ready to move on because i've come to certain realizations that a friend i have once made.
i know why that friend made that decision and i agree with them.
it's clear. of course it makes me sad but at the same time i don't think i could care less i mean you don't so why the hell should i?
good bye.
nostalgia visit me once more in a year or two and we shall evaluate once more where i stand in life
let's add another chapter and then another until my book is complete.