excitement builds
you face blurred but getting clearer still
flow the breeze of the wind like a feather
don't try to go a certain distance
don't have the destination in mind
just let yourself fall light as air
sweet melody fills your ears
this seems a bit dangerous
old habits can resurface that old lifestyle can become the new lifestyle again
maybe it'll be something new all together
my heart rate is slowly climbing from anticipation and hesitation
but still my feet move towards this uncertainty
there's always two sides
good and bad
positive thinking brings happiness or it brings disappointment
negative thinking brings misery or it brings joy
the excitement is building because i can feel that my fucked up mind won't get in the way
i feel a flower is about to bloom