you wonder why i scream yell and shout at you when you're the one that makes me this way
i say you're stupid and your ego flares hot anger
when you say i'm stupid i'm supposed to let it go
well fuck you just because you're older you think i'll back down?
you think i'll kneel and bow down
fuck that
you swear at me in front of our parents they don't do shit
when i do you scream telling me to watch my language while my parents go crazy because i uttered the same word you just did
well big and mighty back the fuck off because i'm not taking your shit like i used to when i was little
and dear parents you wonder why i want so badly to not live under the same roof as you anymore
always siding with him because he's older
what is he more smarter than me because he's fucking two years ahead
he doesn't know everything and neither do you
he can have a temper and you can have a temper but i cant
you're fucked up
i cant wait till i dorm i'm counting down the days
i'm waiting to move the fuck out of this shit hole
what are you gonna stop me? that is my education you're stopping me from then
i already got accepted so if you think i'm not gonna go because you say so fuck you
i'm leaving i can't wait until i move out and not have to see your face every fucking day
there's so much stuff you make me do that i don't want to
but all that's gonna change and that i believe makes you so scared
i'm no longer gonna be in your control
i told you i know how to attack the heart the soft spots
you're wrong if you think i won't because you're blood i'll attack you in the soft spot
i'll pierce you with a thorn over and over again even if i only say the words once
i'll make sure it rings in your ears for a long time
i'll make sure your cringe a bit every thing you think of this
if you wont pay for my higher education i'll do the summer program and find my own way to pay as long as i don't have to deal with you anymore.
maybe the time spent apart will make us realize important things
you and me both
right now a raging river of hot anger is flowing through me because of you
and i am bitter towards you
so don't try sweet talking your way out of this just stay the fuck away from me
and shut your gaping mouth.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
the thoughts of HELLOIVYSMILE at 9:36 PM
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