those days

lit cigarette
half empty bottle of water
and a fat line of half a purple power
the other half is beside the cerdit card and a rolled up bill
that was life a few months ago
i thought i grew out of it
i'm doing better now
not seeing this scene everyweek
but i want to return to it
it feels just like what they're named after
everyone is my best friend or they're a disgusting loser
more towards the best friend side though
i want this feeling all the time
i just want it to be provided for me like the roof over my head
and the food that i consume
i think i would trade food for this
i don't need food if i have this in it's place
my mind is going down that road again
i should stop it but it's moving
my cigarette burns
inhale exhale
snort the line and wait till an incredible feeling takes over your body.