falling apart

n o m o r e
i am broken i'm tired
everytime i see something new about you and her it breaks me down
i finally realize i'm nothing compared to her and i never will be
so no more lies no more secrets didn't you promise me that before
i can't breathe you suffocate me thoughts of you surround me constantly
there isn't a time since we met that i didn't think of you
honestly it takes so much out of me to put on a happy front
to say that it's okyou are someone i don't want out of my life ever but you seem to want to disappear
i don't want to stop you if that is what you really want
i'm tired yet i can't let you go my heart beats for you still this heartache grows and grows
even as you read this if you do i don't think it'll effect you
you say you don't know why but i think you really do
your love for her is greater and it's not something that i can make you change
please show me a sign that the words that tumbled out of your mouth when you were with me
had at least a sliver of truth in them...