one month as past it seemed like a year
i miss you with every inch of my being inside and out
so many people say to forget you that you did so much wrong to me
what they say is true that i know the times you lied the times you cheated
when you tell me you didn't i can't trust you on that because there is always evidence in this world
that you cannot erase
there is always open eyes and ears where ever you may be
there are pictures that pop up the things that i read the things that i see
i know it already yet you still deny it
but still i was happy with you no matter how much tears i cried
i was happy by your side
the times where you weren't lying or cheating
you were good to me.
i felt butterflies in my stomach whenever you called
you're the only one i could talk to on the phone hours on end
i can't forget you not now not ever
even after all you did i forgave you and still loved you
as i do now
yes you make me angry yes you make me sad
but you also make me happy and safe
pathetic sad stupid i know
i hate this i hate you as much as i love you
for making me like this
a vunerable lost puppy
i hate her the girl that needs to grow up more than i do
i hate her not for taking you away but for hating on me for no reason other than the fact that you went out with me
i hate that she speaks for you
what are you really thinking?
i hate her because she doesn't know her place
i hater her for a lot of reasons
i hate you for being a stupid fucking whore
but i love you which probably makes me more stupid


fuck it