miracle worker

i've always wished that i could do more

right now i wish that i could take the pain away
not out of me
but out of everyone of my friends that aren't having the life they deserve
i know the world isn't fair
and that all these things will make them stronger
yet if i could wipe away the rain clouds over their heads i would
so they didn't have to feel sad or mad or worried or little
i feel helpless that sometimes i just don't know what to say
to make them feel better
to lift their spirits up just for that one moment
but i'll still try my best
i never understood true friendship intertwines with love and trust
just like a relationship
i just saw friends as people that were there
to perhaps give advice that was rehearsed,make it sound good and genuine
but now i realize that it's not all just cues and memoriezed lines
it's so much more that those words fit exactly that they want to say
and maybe they can't string words as beautifully as writers can.

i still wish i could do so much more like be a miracle worker
just poof all your problems into oblivion
make sure that they will NEVER EVER bother you again
but that's not the case still i'll keep trying because maybe one day if i continue to give it my all then maybe i can become that person that makes the frown lines disappear on your forehead or stop the tears from flowing or relax every muscle when you're tense and ready to fight.


my wish is for your happiness.