good evening one and all.
when you're feeling a bit down or stuck never fear the feeling won't last. here is my helping hand and listening ear right here. when tears fall or when you let your fist talk don't fret it's only a surge of emotion erupting. here's a handkerchief to wipe away the tears or the blood and a pair of arms to hold you right here. you see you're never alone for i will be right here. so if you need a someone to help you keep your head up you know where to find me, hmm in fact you won't even need to try to find me i will be right there when i can feel that you're down. can i ask though will you sprout wings from your back and pick me up when i'm in need of you? can you be the angel whose voice can make my problems disappear? those wings will take me above the blue i won't need silly substances to take me there anymore all i would need is you and in return i shall also take you there high above the clouds past the blue. i'll show you the universe and all the gleaming stars. so here i am where are you? i'm waiting dear. you me him her them she he i let's take a trip not just to the moon but every fucking planet and beyond. shed a light on this i've always wondered how this friendship thing really worked i mean it's amazing how humans interact isn't it? so what makes he who is your friend different from him that you talk to everyday in math? connection? attraction? similarity? how is it that some you treat like family and others are just people you hung out with in high school? do you see what i'm trying to say here? what makes them so different? how is it that you are so close sometimes to people you don't really talk to that much anymore? was it the history? LOVE. that's supposed to be in there somewhere right? blood related not blood related friends husband and wife boyfriend and girlfriend whatever. love is so strange undefined vast unfair kind and what not.
this strange feeling though i know i feel it for my friends i can feel it strongly i can't figure out why but they're special. they're my cup full of sunrays and i love them. yes yes LOVE them. one day i'll figure it out or someone can open my eyes on this. you know it's possible there is no answer other than that love is love. done. enough said. you never know.