i begin to dislike those cat eyes at follow you around
i begin to dislike those cat eyes you are mesmerized by

i am ever so observant or i stumble and see things you wished to keep hidden
i honestly wish i never seen it but at the same time i'm glad i won't be oblivious to what's in front of me.
i seem to over analyze i seem to over think
but either way it makes me uncomfortable because i can see the resemblance
it sends shivers through my spine
and each insecurity that grows i stumble.
one two three there is no security where is it? it always seems to be missing.
how does it slip past my fingers? perhaps because there's a lit cigarette between them trying to keep me sane.

i sit and i watch the way you act, the way you talk, the way you move
just observing the things that make you, you
just as those cat eyes do.

you ask for things just as...nevermind
maybe to create new memories maybe you haven't stepped away
for me it's never the same
there is no same song i will share with you
there is no same anything almost.
i don't know why it just never been like that
maybe so i won't be reminded
maybe because you are different as everyone is.

as i sit and watch you
i get mixed up i know a few things for sure and the rest are just assumptions
you tried to run, you tried to hide, you tried everything
and now i think you've realized that there is no hiding, there is to running from it
but you got yourself in a pickle
you are wavering in and out of the lines as your vision blurs the blacks and whites turn muddy
grey like the smoke that rise up from my mouth.
so did you have a speech planned out or a blue print of your most valued organs
these assumptions must be turned to lies or truths.

those cat eyes gleam and i understand why you are so mesmerized
but really if this is all some childish game i'm not down
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you better be prepared to swim oceans
because i'm not convinced.
i'll push you just to see if you'll give up
convince me that's all you have to do.
you think you know me? try again
everyone has an opposite side
wanna see mine?