baby dont you see that you are falling and bruising
yet you still let yourself wander in danger's path
why are you on the road of self destruction?
is it because the thrill is so much more than anything you could possibly imagine or is it because all that you yearn for treats you like nothing more than a ghost?

victims and predators are all mixed up
trust falls out of place from the past and the people i do or did trust continues to fail me and so my trust ebbs away.
why dont you stand in my shoes and watch yourself, stand in my shoes and feel what i feel?
you bruised me you beat me up you trashed me
yet here i am still
i don't think anything can make me disappear
not matter how hard i try to self destruct no matter how many blows you throw at me
somehow those thoughts make me tear i have to continue living the way i do trying to fix bad habits so i can make myself believe i'm fixing myself up when i'm not
but you see no matter what i'll stand with perfect mirages for every situations

[mmm honey i can't believe you still don't see what drove us apart i understand someone more now for doing what he did. you're so blind and i realized you'll forsake all that is/was good for make believe stories. wake up i'm still waiting for you to get your act together. so will you get it together?]