i do a good job putting on a smile.
i do a good job making people believe that smile is real
i do a half assed job making me believe that smile is real but sometimes i can trick myself.

funny ain't it?
my sillyness hardly ever fails me when i need it just like my smile
i just take it out of a bag and put it on
and i'm ready to go so i won't be over flooded with question that only annoy me.
but this trickery is only taken out when i've hit a certain low.


good job ivy!
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