chills run up my spine
it's something i can't escape
i've dug a pit and like a fool i dug myself in
i am reminded of those past days
where chemicals ruled my body but i didn't care i was at the highest high aching for more
is it the cold holding on to the me or is it the side effects of long term use?
anxiety attacks whenever it chooses leaving me helpless and a mess.
like today my chest is constricting
and my mind is darting here to there in a matter of milliseconds
my breathing is uneven my hands start to shake
HELP i'm falling i am dying
or so it seems i don't know how to get out of this
how do you make it go away?
go away go away...