insomnia digs up my past like it goes hand in hand with faded memories
it strikes me right in the heart where there should be a scar but it's still a fleshy wound
it was a year ago a full year ago
why do still hurt so?
your presence still wraps around me engulfing me
you have me in a cage still locked up from a year ago
my sad eyes beg you please come back
my loving soul surrounds you
you've hurt me the most by being unhappy by hurting yourself
i miss you my heart still bleeds from the wound you left
and i couldn't get myself to take out the knife engraved with your name
i want it there so you could come back and claim it
then heal the gushing organ you left behind.
i love you stronger than day one it hurts more and more each day
as i go through life without you by my side and only my side.
i used to like insomnia because you would stay up with me and talk
but now it's just a cold memory that i want to relight.
please be strong my dear love don't hurt me anymore