"drink up, baby down
mmm, are you in or are you out
leave your things behind
'cause it's all going off without you
excuse me, too busy you're writing your tragedy
these mishaps
you bubble wrap
when you've no idea what you're like

so let go, jump in
oh well, whatcha waiting for
it's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
so let go, just get in
oh, it's so amazing here
it's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown

it gains the more it gives
and then it rises with the fall
so hand me that remote
can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow

such boundless pleasure
we've no time for later now
you can't await your own arrival
you've 20 seconds to comply

so let go, jump in
oh well, whatcha waiting for
it's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
so let go, just get in
oh, it's so amazing here
it's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown"


i have no idea who am i am
i'm lost in the chaos of trying to figure it out
all the talents i thought i had pop like balloons pressed up against a wall with thousands of protruding needles
when i wonder where i am in life the anxiety sets in and i feel like i've been put into a sweatbox
things go hazy as i sit in this humidity that seems to make me gasp for air.
i refuse to let these things make me burn out and spiral down into deep oblivion
i'm still hanging on with a finger
i jot down words that make seem to make me feel more connected to the world
but i've detached myself from the people that bash me
words how can you heal my soul with it was you that destroyed it?
i can't take risk because i know with risk comes a heavy does of failure
your putrid words made me afraid to fail.
i'm not one to live with that motto if you fall get up and try again
when i fall i stay down and think
from down there is up but you forget there is also the sides
and so instead of going up i head to the side.
i'm not immobile
but i don't have wings to soar.