your smiles hide all that you want to show
what you've kept locked up afraid to let it go
but when you're alone the monsters rage a war
fighting the want to let tears down your face
what can you say to make everything go away?
time travel isn't an option
you can't fast forward so all this is over and done with
you can't rewind so this never happened at all
you're waiting for a certain call to tell you that everything's alright
waiting and waiting the call isn't coming so what are you to do?
keep waiting or cave in or throw this to the back of your mind?
you're ready to give in but your pride stands in the way
but will you let this pride make a friendship falter
yet at the same time if they don't do anything to resolve this why should you always be the one to make amends when you're not even at fault?
you'll sit there waiting for the call that might never come
hiding behind a smile so that they'll see that you're just fine
when all you want to do is run in to their arms
has he gotten rope tied to your neck?
this is ridiculous. if they only knew...
you can't even give yourself an answer because you don't even know.
which side of your brain is right?
always over-thinking that's your fucking problem because now you're twisted up in knots confusing only yourself.