the more i think about it the more angry i become
this isn't lifting like how it normally should
i would've forgiven you by now more or less
but i'm still so bitter
i think it's because what you said really did hurt me
to the point where i'm still hurting
and i can't let it go.
it's frustrating because i still don't think you get it
all of you.
it's sad because i hate seeing this
but from now on i won't say anything or i'll try not to
what's the point
you're never gonna wake up and see it for yourselves
and really when it's like this i want to say
FUCK YOU.
but of course i can't say it
knowing you guys the response to that would be
why are you being a fucking bitch why are you flipping out on us
blah blah blah
shut the fuck up.
i'm bitter.
still as bitter as i was yesterday
how long will i stay this way?
should i try to just shove it away even when it's to vivid in my mind?
can i even do that?
the fact is i can't stop caring
but i can keep it in.
either way you don't want to hear it
so live in your dream cloud thinking it's a dream
but you'll see when you wake up the nightmare you were so caught up in.
if you can see it from my point of view it's a nightmare
what you look like
what you're doing but who knows maybe in your mind you'll be just fine
.