oh hypocrite.
you realized it before
and you said it was great
oh hypocrite.
you realized it again
and now you want to say NO MORE.
well then darling
clean up your act
start with your mind
don't do it because you have to
do it because you want to.
as far as i can see this is only something you have to do
given the choice you'd still be in the same rut for a long time
maybe not forever but long enough where you have disappointed me time and time again.
frankly i am sick of it but i can't just leave you in the rut.
it makes me sick that i have a soft spot for you
because it really seems like you don't give a shit.
but maybe now you'll finally see
finally get it together
i look forward to the day i can see you as you were before if not with a brighter radiance.
that's the day i keep in my mind as i stand beside you and worry about you.
in the end everything will be better.
as sick as you make me, as sad as you make me
i will stand beside you.
i love you not just till death, remember that.