MJC:
i'm working on letting you go i swear i am
if i didn't hear your name or see your face i wouldn't think twicce about you
you're no longer the constant thought in my mind
i still must admit i think about you when i visit the places we have gone together
i still cry some nights tears overflowing but it doesn't last for hours and hours on end
i still get sad get mad when i see her and you together or just her
i don't understand it
not one bit why are you back with her WHY WHY WHY
but if you had not given me this new air ro breathe
i would not have found the star that shoots across my sky at night
yet i still wonder why i'm still holding on
i have intensified fears of being betrayed and being alone because of you
it seems now you were like an empty shell
but i love the time you spent with me
the smiles you shared with me
you should slap me or punch me shake me off
abuse me that way i have a solid reason even though cheatiing and lying are solid enough
i'm working on letting go so please don't run back
i'll forever remain your friend if you want but nothing more

CL:
today today today was a terrific day
we spent about 2 hours walking around kahala mall doing nothing but talking and posting up post its with random facts
one cigarette break we it was just us two
it was i think the highlight
although it was sad i felt terrible when i heard you speal those words
i kind of wanted to run away and never talk to you again
if it meant that she would be happy
when you told me i wanted to cry and i realized how strong she was
but then a thought hit me if i ran away and never talked to you
what would it change would you go back to her
two hearts would be crushed
i see why you place blame on yourself
i see it clearly and understand you know now though and you learn
don't be afraid for i'll be there to protect you
your secrets your fears are safe with me locked up in my heart
i didn't know really what to say to you so i gave you heart and i think that was enough
make her smile make her day
that's the least you can do because you are a great part in both of our lives hers and mine
thank you for opening up it must have taken a lot for you to tell me what you did even if you're comfortable around me
the promises we made will be forever kept
i'll be there for you no matter what and you for me
anything and everything anywhere anytime
i toast to the days to come with you
learning something new about you everytime we talk
and as the days past weeks and months past maybe we'll know everything there is to know about each other
CL:10 points
IK:13pooints
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